Every Wednesday I facilitate a training on the making of
re-usable sanitary pads to a group of 25 girls. When I have finished training all the girls at one school I
move to the next. Up until
today I hadn’t run into any hesitation about the use of the pads. In fact the majority have always been
very excited about this option.
Most of the girls are ecstatic and have literally cheered at the idea of
learning how to make the pads.
However, today I got some scowls and many questions. This is a new concept for them…the
re-usable part. Even after
explaining, I get asked at every training, while the girls are sewing, “so we
throw this away after use?”
“No, no you wash them.”
Dear God that would be a lot of effort to make a pretty pad just to
throw it away. “Well, how do I
wash it?” “Just like you wash your
clothes.” “But with what?” “With laundry soap.” “So, I don’t throw it away?” “No, it is re-usable. Use it, wash it, use it again. Please don’t throw it away” “So I can wear it for 4 days?” “Not 4 days straight. Use it until you need to change
it.” “How long do I use it?” “You have to gauge that, but until it
is uncomfortable. Change when you
think you need to.”
“Do you use these in America?” Ouch that question hurts a bit and I feel guilty. Not that I had any control of where I
was born, or where they were born and how because where I was born I don’t have
to worry about this, but I do I feel guilty. How do I explain that no we don’t. This isn’t an issue that our girls even have to think
about. “Sarah is this what you
use?” Swfikxvbcn, Can I just skip
over that question. And the guilt
stabs me in the heart. While I am
living in their village and have adapted much to their lifestyle I am still
fortunate enough to live differently.
But here when the average girl and family cannot afford
appropriate products the re-usable pad is an attempt to remedy that. To the girls that weren’t on board with
the whole re-usable part I asked, “Are you able to purchase Always sanitary pads?” “No, we cannot afford them.” “Ok, so what do you use?” To that question I got…blankets,
cotton, sponges, nothing we stay at home.
That is hard to hear and crushes the heart. “Ok, well now you know how to make re-usable pads for
yourself and you can purchase all the materials in the market for a fraction of
the cost of all the materials you just listed to me.” *It costs about 20 cents to make one pad and it’s
RE-USABLE! This is cheaper than
blankets, cotton, and sponges and crafted for this.
Some of the girls today were still not sure. Behavior change can be disheartening
and can get under your skin.
Makes me question if this project is effective, beneficial, a good use
of my time or theirs, or if I’m just bringing one more thing to the forefront
of how Americans don’t have to worry about such things. It’s not fair. But that’s how it is and I’m trying to
change that at least a little. Is
this helpful? I hope so. In theory I believe it could be, but I
can’t answer that just yet.
(And no I’m not implying that Americans don’t have things to
worry about. I have many
conversations with Kenyans explaining that no we [Americans] don’t all have
everything and money isn’t just handed to us, and yes there are poor people,
and homeless people, and hungry people in America. Which shocks them and I’m not certain they believe me.) And now I’m off topic. That’s how I do.
I’ve been away from America for a year now and living the
village life and yet some days and conversations are still hard to
stomach.
Ever since I got home this evening I’ve been mulling over
how I have never ever had to even think about using a sponge.
No girl should ever have to. And yet they do.
